Intense could not have been a better word for this week. I mean who really enjoys intense weeks, but for me this week is all that and more. And so there really couldn’t have been a better theme for this Project 52. Putting the intensity of this week into a single image though just did not come so easily. Summing up all of this I wasn’t sure I wanted to do, but with this project I have found so much peace digging and being personal. I was never a crier, but wether it be age or going through such tough losses I am so emotional now. Not sure if or when I will figure out how to control that but for now I’m okay with it, chalk it up to all those years passed that I held tears back. So here I am in defeat of the intensity of this week, and yes that means lots of tears. I am a planner and God is simply showing me I am not in control of this life He blessed me with, He is. My faith is being tested and I am done failing, so there really is no where else to go from here but up. The whole getting up part though will be tricky, I am trying not to plan my own way up rather trust and see the right way.
Here’s hoping your week has been smoother!